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Blog EntryLari.....Aug 10, '07 9:00 AM
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Tiba-tiba aja..perasaan q ga enak......mau nangis tapi ga tau sebabnya apa....hanya rasa jenuh yg tiba-tiba datang....rasa lelah...rasa yang tak pasti....

Rasanya mau lari....tapi aq ga tau harus lari kemana...dan untuk apa...

Seharusnya saat ini aq merasa bahagia...tapi kenapa justru rasa takut dan ragu yang datang...???

Entah...jika bisa..aq ingin benar-benar menangis saat ini...agar bisa meluapkan rasa yg membuncah dalam hati dan fikiran ini...rasa yg masih tak dapat terdefinisi...

tpi, mata q hanya terasa panas tanpa bisa mengeluarkan air mata...hingga akhirnya dada ini semakin terasa sesak...

 

Jakarta, 10 Agustus 2007


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bundaicha wrote on Aug 10, '07
tante lagi gundah yaaaa....tenangkan pikiran ya Tan...:)
elqassam wrote on Aug 10, '07
sammma......!!
indocalita wrote on Aug 10, '07
tante lagi gundah yaaaa....tenangkan pikiran ya Tan...:)
iya neyy....gundah tpi ga jelas sebenarnya gundah knp.......

makasih ya Icha chayank........>.<
indocalita wrote on Aug 10, '07
sammma......!!
toss dunks klo gtu......... >_<
elqassam wrote on Aug 10, '07
tosss....!!!
gedubrak...!!ups jatuh, hehehe..
radhani wrote on Aug 10, '07
sammaaa juga... hehe
ga ingin nangis... cuma pengen keluar aja.... sulit nemuin pintunya :D
indocalita wrote on Aug 10, '07
tosss....!!!
gedubrak...!!ups jatuh, hehehe..
hwahh....klo jatuh mah jadinya nagis bneran dunks.... ;p
indocalita wrote on Aug 10, '07
radhani said
sammaaa juga... hehe
ga ingin nangis... cuma pengen keluar aja.... sulit nemuin pintunya :D
yup....ini dia..bingung pintunya dmna....trus pintunya kmna.... hihihi.....


*ternyata banyak yg lgi kya gni yahh.....cuma mungki beda2 kasus...... >.<
zefanya78 wrote on Aug 10, '07
kenapa Dhir ? kayaknya kamu orgnya melankolis & sensitif banget yah ..he he ..wajarlah cewe rata2 gitu.
zefanya78 wrote on Aug 10, '07
btw custome themenya lucu euy
indocalita wrote on Aug 10, '07
kenapa Dhir ? kayaknya kamu orgnya melankolis & sensitif banget yah ..he he ..wajarlah cewe rata2 gitu.
iya neyy Kak...kayanya mank lgi melow terus..... ;p

*...tp sbnernya masih krn hal yg sama neyy.....



indocalita wrote on Aug 10, '07
btw custome themenya lucu euy
iya......biar postingannya melow...klo liat themenyah bisa ttp senyum terus........xixixixii..........
boeldozzer wrote on Aug 10, '07
ehmm......gundah ya dhir ?
makan rujak yuuuk..
elqassam wrote on Aug 10, '07
ikuuuutttt....
abuluthfia wrote on Aug 10, '07
adaa saja masalah ya
yang membikin hati sesak ya
tapi, jangan ditumpuk terus masalahnya ya
biar nanti hati tak meledak ya...
hehehe.... maaf ya

"orang-orang yang beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingat Allah.Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah-lah hati menjadi tenteram"
chielicious wrote on Aug 10, '07
ayo dhira, rajin2 mengingat Allah, pasti jadi lebih tenang deh.. =)
eliaskristanto wrote on Aug 11, '07
Koq bisa ya gundah tapi ga tau sebabnya..? he..he
hotvixen wrote on Aug 11, '07
dhira.. knapa merasa pengen lari?

*hugs for a long time*
boedakbaonx wrote on Aug 12, '07
Dhir jangan lari, cape!
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
ehmm......gundah ya dhir ?
makan rujak yuuuk..
iya neyy.......

tpi dah mendingan kok habis ngerujak kmrn ...... ;p
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
ikuuuutttt....
ikut kmnaa.............? >.<
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
adaa saja masalah ya
yang membikin hati sesak ya
tapi, jangan ditumpuk terus masalahnya ya
biar nanti hati tak meledak ya...
hehehe.... maaf ya

"orang-orang yang beriman dan hati mereka menjadi tenteram dengan mengingat Allah.Ingatlah, hanya dengan mengingati Allah-lah hati menjadi tenteram"
iya abi....masalah krna hal yg sama.....masih lom berani utk memperjelas abi......


*terus mengingat bahwa Allah selalu menunjukkan jalan bagi hamba-Nya dah kmbli menguatkan aq......doakan aq jg kuat utk menegaskannya..... ;)
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
ayo dhira, rajin2 mengingat Allah, pasti jadi lebih tenang deh.. =)
iya.....

ma'aci ya chied......... :)
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
Koq bisa ya gundah tapi ga tau sebabnya..? he..he
tau tpi ragu........ >.<
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
Koq bisa ya gundah tapi ga tau sebabnya..? he..he
tau tpi ragu........ >.<
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
dhira.. knapa merasa pengen lari?

*hugs for a long time*
thanks for your hug sist.....................mau lari.........tpi kmrn ada dia yg menahan aq utk lari.... :)
indocalita wrote on Aug 12, '07
Dhir jangan lari, cape!
cape tpi sehat kan A'..............xixixixi...................>_<
serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 13, '07
hhmmm.. pengen bilang apa ni ade?

you already know the answer.. but you're not really listening to it...
you need to breath slowly.. listen to your thoughts open heartedly...

Just take one day at a time.. no pressure, no expectations. just one day at a time..
indocalita wrote on Aug 13, '07
you already know the answer.. but you're not really listening to it...
you need to breath slowly.. listen to your thoughts open heartedly...
nha.......ini dia Kak......^o^
serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 13, '07
iya tuh.. baru ketemu.. sorry yah.. wuehehe

so.. ade, just breath slowly.. dont run away.. especially when you dont know where to run too...
indocalita wrote on Aug 13, '07
so.. ade, just breath slowly.. dont run away.. especially when you dont know where to run too...
nope........I promise for never run from it......I'll clear it soon....... ^o^

Love u Kak......*BIG BIG HUG........
serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 13, '07, edited on Aug 13, '07
hey.. not listening again...

which part?? hayoo

no pressure, no expectations <--- this one ade! penting lho..

buat kamu bisa tenang.. bisa ok! "I'll clear it soon" <-- needs thoughts.. apalagi soon <-- secepat mungkin..

just for today.. embrace your pain, your sorrow, your loneliness, befriend it.. make your mind understand that its ok to feel like that sometimes.. it what makes us human in the first place..

Its ok not to settle it soon.. Its ok to take time out.. Its ok for us to feel pain.. to make us stronger, to make us wiser!

You will know when the time is right for you to settle it..

now is not really the time is it? one day at a time Ade..
dont make it difficult Ade.. mudah aja kok.. perlu ketenangan hati & minda.

I pray you find that peace.. always!
indocalita wrote on Aug 13, '07



*aq speecless........
serenitysolitude wrote on Aug 31, '07
lagi baca advice sendiri....

halah
noviarina wrote on Sep 1, '07
eeem... sabar dan tawakal yahh nak.... heheheh:p
indocalita wrote on Sep 2, '07
lagi baca advice sendiri....

halah
haiyah......xixixixi...>.<
indocalita wrote on Sep 2, '07
eeem... sabar dan tawakal yahh nak.... heheheh:p
iya mak..........*gubrak...dweng..... >_<

serenitysolitude wrote on Sep 2, '07
haiyah......xixixixi...>.<
kadang kaka juga bisa lupa... untung ada nulis disini... *blush...

hahaha
indocalita wrote on Sep 2, '07
always try to remind one each other ya kak....... >_<
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